I still have this dream that one day, I will wake up knowing that that day, I am going to meet you to catch up over coffee. You will first tell me about your new job and what happened to your dog recently. I will tell you about my recent travels, and what my boyfriend just said to me last night about the new bar that just opened in my building and is a new hot spot.
One day, we will talk to each other about our lives and look back at the past with a smile, and the knowledge that the fact that it didn't work out, was a beautiful thing. We were not meant to be together, because there's someone else that we are meant to find. And then we found them. And then we stick with them.
And then eventually, things will work out.
And through it all, I will still love you. You will still love me, and think of me whenever you pass by our old neighborhood. We may have our own lives now and are completely happy and content with who we are, but you are still a very important part of me. My history. You are the reason that I am able to have a life that I can be happy in - even though you're not in it anymore.
I hope you find content in knowing that I will always love you. I hope you will never hate me for what I did.
