I remember feeling so happy---not shameful, as many would expect me to be. I was over the moon, and I couldn't remember feeling the same way ever. I've been happy these days, obviously. But it's something about this kind of happiness--this particular, certain kind of happiness that fills my heart with so much joy. This feeling that I was loved, and you are the giver of the love, that I was not expecting I'd miss.
Monday, August 21, 2017
A Certain Kind of Happiness
It was so vividly true and I can sense your being right there; holding me in your arms, my head resting on your muscular shoulder, not letting me go away. You told me you love me, and this relationship (or lack of official status thereof), though short, is real. That you were glad that we finally confirmed it due to the little guy's arrival; because if it wasn't for him, we'd probably will never take it seriously.
Monday, August 7, 2017
In Transit
Hi, everyone.
For some reason, this is an issue that I haven't really discussed with anyone other than that one time, when I was drowsy with a very weird kind of fondness... or affection.
So, yes, the truth of the matter is, I'm moving to Chicago, IL, for school.
Yep, none--and I mean, absolutely nothing--about this change was totally planned at all. I did not even know I would be taking this opportunity up until last March. If it sounds like a news to you, so does it for me.
I'm currently in transit at Narita, Tokyo. For some reason, I booked the second best class the flight has to offer, and so I'm kind of completely #BLESSED with so much leg room, a reclining seat, AND airport lounges in Jakarta and Narita. Wow. I've been flying since I was 5 years old and never have I ever been used to so much fancy like Narita airport lounge, and this isn't even the First Class Lounge.
You know, I rarely write something that just pops out of my head like this. I don't treat this blog like a Twitter (duh). But something tells me that I will be writing more regularly these days--actually, either that, or stops writing at all, but that isn't that strange coming from me. Somehow I think that I will have so much voices inside my head that I can't talk out with just about anyone.
Anyhow.
I will be writing more in the days to come--before my classes start in late August. For now, let me just say that I am blessed beyond belief. And that I feel loved. I feel empowered. I feel strong... even when I'm not really trusting myself to do this.
For some reason, this is an issue that I haven't really discussed with anyone other than that one time, when I was drowsy with a very weird kind of fondness... or affection.
So, yes, the truth of the matter is, I'm moving to Chicago, IL, for school.
Yep, none--and I mean, absolutely nothing--about this change was totally planned at all. I did not even know I would be taking this opportunity up until last March. If it sounds like a news to you, so does it for me.
I'm currently in transit at Narita, Tokyo. For some reason, I booked the second best class the flight has to offer, and so I'm kind of completely #BLESSED with so much leg room, a reclining seat, AND airport lounges in Jakarta and Narita. Wow. I've been flying since I was 5 years old and never have I ever been used to so much fancy like Narita airport lounge, and this isn't even the First Class Lounge.
You know, I rarely write something that just pops out of my head like this. I don't treat this blog like a Twitter (duh). But something tells me that I will be writing more regularly these days--actually, either that, or stops writing at all, but that isn't that strange coming from me. Somehow I think that I will have so much voices inside my head that I can't talk out with just about anyone.
Anyhow.
I will be writing more in the days to come--before my classes start in late August. For now, let me just say that I am blessed beyond belief. And that I feel loved. I feel empowered. I feel strong... even when I'm not really trusting myself to do this.
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