And John Remains Dead

It will be released internationally this Christmas but I think we have to seriously wait, since it's not a commercial movie. Some parts of the story is "hollywoodised", because of course, John didn't live a life that most people would understand. Been waiting for it so bad.

I forgot what it feels like to cry in the middle of the night over some boys whose heads are bigger than their hearts. I forgot what it feels like to fall for somebody. I forgot how hurt it feels to fall for the wrong person. Thanks to you, you're the last.(I'm sorry, I'm just really upset)

Paperback Writer

Paperback, originally uploaded by Hip2bDaniel.

Yesterday was exactly 29 years since John' death. I love John. I wasn't even born yet but we still crave for someone like him until now. My dad made me love them so much. Yesterday he picked me up and we sang Beatles songs together like karaoke in the car :3 I tweeted Sean and Yoko (Yoko has been following my Twitter, for the record. So much loveee!)

We love you, John. Truly.

Chaises Volantes

One of these days you're gonna feel so empty.

Empty.

But don't worry you just have to free yourself.

So go ahead,

fly,

get high

we're young

save the serious stuffs for later.

Old Friends Fear

I had just been tagged on Facebook picture which is an invitation to an elementary school reunion.

I was sort of WHAT THE HECK?! 

I mean, look, I love meeting people. I don't really pick kinds of people who I'd be friends with because I'm generally willing to know everyone, BUT, maybe..... not in this kind of circumstances.

You see, I haven't been in touch with ALL of them (except three, but, 3 among 80 people? let's just say none) and I haven't seen them since, like, the last day of elementary school which has been nearly 6 years ago. Of course, I browsed through their Facebooks and I was impressed how... all grown up. If it wasn't because of Facebook and they put names on it and those who I actually know tagged them along on that invitation, there's no way I'm gonna recognise them. I know it's so mean because most of them still remembers me, but, hello?? My face didn't change a thing and even people whom the last time I met was when I was 4 would remember me, it's not that hard, but them?? 

And one thing worse is that I feel like so far from them, like, if people don't really learn our history, nobody would believe that we were friends. I'm not saying like, "Oh my God I'm so cool right now, we're so different, blahblah..." but it's true. They've been in the very same circle all this time, they haven't lost that connection and they would still know what to talk about. But me? Okay, we might still speak the same language but maybe, well just maybe, in different dialects (HAHA). This is mean, and this is rude, but I'm actually just scared. I'd really love to see them again and gathered up in the same room but I also don't wanna be the only one who's not talking to anyone as if I was in the wrong party! Have you been in any parties like that?? It's so darn pathetic.

by Kai Z Feng

Jason Wilder, originally uploaded by Kai Z Feng Blog.

Magnificent ciggie image. I'm against smoking sometimes, but it is undeniable that smoking pictures can be the most interesting

TV Couples!

I'm a complete sucker for American TV series. Like, totally. I watch 90210, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Vampire Diaries, Ugly Betty, True Blood, and 10 Things I Hate About You. I do NOT watch local TV. I'm not being subjective or anti-nationalist but see, I'm really objective. There's no local drama series that interests me, they're usually made of some crappy cliche ideas. And well, I'm a labile teenager slash hopeless romantic, I'm also a sucker for all those you-may-think-they're-cute-or-too-crappy-to-be-together TV couples!

Quinn and Clay, One Tree Hill

Quinn and Clay! Quinn and Clay! Quinn and Clay!! I prefer Quinn and Clay rather than Brooke and Julian now.

Patrick Verona and Kat Stratford, 10 Things I Hate About You Series

What kind of girl doesn't want a Patrick Verona in her life? Not me. Hahahahaha

Liam and Naomi, Beverly Hills 90210

I know Liam's really cute and Naomi's not so pretty, even my friends don't understand why I'm a fan, but they're just so interesting together. If they were just friends, 90210 wouldn't be so interesting to watch.

Elena and Stefan, Vampire Diaries 

I hate vampire. I really hate vampire stories. I know Stefan is like Edward Cullen in that Twilight saga but at least Elena isn't Bella's-kind-of vampire lover or Sookie Stackhouse's strong. And that's where the interesting factor lies. 

Teddy and Silver, Beverly Hills 90210

Okaaaay, sorry, another 90210 couple. I'm basically just thinking that this show is getting better. The first season was rubbish, and yet I gave it another chance, and voila! It's a better show than Gossip Girl now, really. It's not boring, it's a bit more fun. And I don't really like Teddy either but I like him when he's with Silver. The way he looks at Silver is just soooo cool hahahahaha.

How could you wait for this?

I had a Twitter conversation with Astrid and Karin about our upcoming trip to Europe. We're going in different times and ways but still Italy anyway. Karin will have her former summerfling as her local guide (HAHA, nice one!) Aaaaaaaahhhh I just cannot wait until that time!

Carnivale Venice, 2009

Un Dernier Verre

Zach Condon of Beirut

I just recently fell in love with Beirut once again. I mean, how can you not? And my current listening: Postcards from Italy. Let's just see if I'm really gonna make a trip to Italy or not. My favorite destination: Torino Verona!

At Least I Learn Things

Lessons you don't get from class.