Jack of all trade, Master of None

Have you seen Aziz Ansari's new currently buzzing Netflix show, Master of None?

If you haven't, you should.

Fantasy Girl

Everyone's got one. It's a tale as old as time, and everyone's got one.

We will always have each other's backs. We will always want to talk to each other after a rough day. We will always want to make each other laugh, and stop each other from weeping. We will always want to fight the bad guys who tend to ruin our days. We will always want to see each other in each of our own big days. We will always love each other. We'll always be in the same team. And when something's going on, we'd like to tell each other about it. We wish we could be there to witness it together. And thought that had we been there at the same time, it could be more awesome. Like nothing's cool without you and me.

Everyone's got that one person. Everyone's got the Robin to their Ted, and a Ted to their Robin. But just like them, it really doesn't mean that we should be together.

We will always have something that brought us together, a force though invisible but still very hard to be ignored. But we were not planted from the same seed. We are not rooted to the same core. We got entangled in so many ways, but when it comes to the basics, we're just never the same person. We will always want different things. Things that are very principal; almost non-negotiable, and if they were, we would be less of the person we'd fallen in love with. What we want is never to share a life together. It's always more about sharing two lives together, and so that means we just shouldn't live in the same life. Because we might be great at crossing paths; but it's just impossible for us to walk on the same path together. We might be great for short-term visions, but our long-terms don't have a future.

So, you're my Ted. The always amorous, sweet, classic melancholic Ted. And, I can always be your Robin; like the bird robin, I will always wanna fly without baggages. Maybe someday I would like to retire flying and just watching the others bird fly from the land, but even when that day comes, I won't be with you. We probably will still talk and say how we miss each other every day. But you and I, were never built to be in the same life together.

TV Couples!

I'm a complete sucker for American TV series. Like, totally. I watch 90210, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Vampire Diaries, Ugly Betty, True Blood, and 10 Things I Hate About You. I do NOT watch local TV. I'm not being subjective or anti-nationalist but see, I'm really objective. There's no local drama series that interests me, they're usually made of some crappy cliche ideas. And well, I'm a labile teenager slash hopeless romantic, I'm also a sucker for all those you-may-think-they're-cute-or-too-crappy-to-be-together TV couples!

Quinn and Clay, One Tree Hill

Quinn and Clay! Quinn and Clay! Quinn and Clay!! I prefer Quinn and Clay rather than Brooke and Julian now.

Patrick Verona and Kat Stratford, 10 Things I Hate About You Series

What kind of girl doesn't want a Patrick Verona in her life? Not me. Hahahahaha

Liam and Naomi, Beverly Hills 90210

I know Liam's really cute and Naomi's not so pretty, even my friends don't understand why I'm a fan, but they're just so interesting together. If they were just friends, 90210 wouldn't be so interesting to watch.

Elena and Stefan, Vampire Diaries 

I hate vampire. I really hate vampire stories. I know Stefan is like Edward Cullen in that Twilight saga but at least Elena isn't Bella's-kind-of vampire lover or Sookie Stackhouse's strong. And that's where the interesting factor lies. 

Teddy and Silver, Beverly Hills 90210

Okaaaay, sorry, another 90210 couple. I'm basically just thinking that this show is getting better. The first season was rubbish, and yet I gave it another chance, and voila! It's a better show than Gossip Girl now, really. It's not boring, it's a bit more fun. And I don't really like Teddy either but I like him when he's with Silver. The way he looks at Silver is just soooo cool hahahahaha.

Pictures of You

It was Dela's birthday dinner on Saturday, which, to me, feels more like a good reunion with my best mates from junior high.

Birthday girl in the middle!

I really wanna make this post like a long, sentimental essay about them but I would bore you to death. But you know what? I don't care. I'm still gonna write it the way I want it to appear. If you look at the picture, you see that I don't look as if I'm in a party nor a private dinner. I didn't even put on make ups. I'm sorry hahaha that's just moi

Wulan, Nabilla, moi, Nesha

Me, Nabilla, Nesha, Wulan and Dela were best mates in 9th grade. We were all in the same class and we kind of hung out together a lot either at school or somewhat, outside. We had so much fun back then, ups and downs..... until then graduation came and we kind of grew apart. Nabilla goes to the same school as Dela and Wulan (and Pungky, but she's not pictured here since she couldn't make it to the dinner) but me and Nesha took another way. The way I see it, it's ironic. Nesha and I played Peyton and Brooke as in One Tree Hill (we're maniacs, I told you). Brooke and Peyton had always found a way to keep solid, and life as best friends is so easy since they live in a fictional small town. Tons of sad songs in your life wiped away just by stopping by Peyton's place, a short but smart talk and a big hug. But you see, the last time I met her was more than a year ago. We live in the same town but it's not small. Life isn't the same as on TV.

Brooke Davis and Peyton Sawyer! Hahahahaha

What surprises me the most is the fact that I kind of feel like I was facing a mirror when I met Nesha! (hahaha no, not physically, you might don't even wanna physically look like me hahahahahahaha) Not only because we REALLY love One Tree Hill and Sophia Bush but also because WE LOVE MILEY CYRUS and WE HATE SELENA GOMEZ. I should probably ask her more if she hates Twilight and Robsten too hahahahaha. We write blogs, yeah. Go check hers out! It's so charming, and it's just what she is. These 4 girls are very true to themselves, not every girls can be. Some girls wanna act like saints, but they're just what they are. They keep it real and true. The whole night we talked about One Tree Hill, our purses (which was the prototype of my dream Chanel purse. She said we're taking baby steps and price-wise, I'm in the first of 40 steps. Hahahahahahahaha), college, junior high moments..... you know, it's fascinating how she still remembers some of the talks we had. I never seen someone like that before. She wrote that in her diary. I mean, I write diaries too but I didn't take it that as far as writing conversations (yeah, once. with my crush). Oh, and about this guy who was dating her friend. This guy was....... the same guy who worth my tears :"((((((( well not anymore though. Anyway, she reminds me of something that really draw my feeling today:

The truth is, I don't really like to think about college. Cause that means high school's over. 
After graduation, everyone will probably go play basketball. Or sing or start record labels, -and I'll have to start all over. Alone. I'm sure I'll be fine. But like I said, I don't like to think about it.

Brooke Davis

Pretty girls. Hahahahahahahaha

Nabilla came kind of really late and that frustrates me at first because she wasn't on time. When I called her she was busy looking for a bakery just to buy herself some bread. Duh. I tried to dress up quiet nice because she wanted to introduce me to her (soon to be) boyfriend, too bad he couldn't make it that night.

If there's one thing I can learn from that night, it's that you CAN'T tell if someone's your best friend before you've been through enough. Like, how long have you known each other? You can't call someone who's just become your close friend for two months as your BFF. Remember that the last F stands for FOREVER and the term of forever is huge. It's complicated, sometimes scary. Or, how long have you lost contact with them and when you meet again you still feel the same chemistry as before? I suck in keeping old friends, and I'm just such a lucky bastard for having them. I just hope I could learn my "keeping old friends" skill as I'm graduating high school really soon. Oh, and also very important, have you gone to different schools? Have you gone through some limits, like, you can only go to some certain places which they can't go? I'm not saying we are the BFF but I just want y'all to know, you can't be best friends with just about anyone who came into your life without knowing what they will do to you in the long run.

B. Davis, P. Sawyer

wait, so who are these? hahahaha

All of a sudden I miss everyone...........................

nostalgic moment brought by a drama

when I was in junior high, I had some besties. one of them named nesha. she's a cheerful, powerful yet so positive girl. what we have in common was less. I mean, I liked Coldplay and she likes Mandy Moore. I watched Spiderman she went to see some Hilary Duff's.
Tapi ada satu hal yang bikin gue selalu kangen sama dia, One Tree Hill.

Bahkan sampe sekarang pun walaupun gue sibuk atau apa setiap kali gue inget One Tree Hill gue selalu inget dia. dan walaupun udah ada Heroes atau Gossip Girl, buat gue One Tree Hill tetep yang paling kerenlah. it's a bit meaningful. I don't know Grey's Anatomy or something, I barely watch the TV anyway.

dulu gue dan nesha deket banget dan kita sering sok-sok jadi Peyton Sawyer dan Brooke Davis. I was Brooke Davis, karena rambut gue lurus dan panjangnya medium. nesha jadi peyton because she has a fabulous curly hair. and it's not only about slutty high school girls with fabulous life and Prada shoes with Gucci handbags, it has some special quotes in it.


HOES OVER BROS, sis!